Spilling all my secrets

I'm considering spilling my guts tomorrow to my guidance counselor. Telling her everything. That I'm suicidal, cutting, everything. I'm scared to. I know I need to get better...but I remember the last time I tried that. Yeah..kinda backfired.

I guess if I don't post for a while..it's cause they sent me inpatient. I'll try to keep you updated  as much as possible. Wish me luck.