Words can't describe what this is like. If I could be dead I would in a heartbeat.
My home life is horrible, every choice I make is horrible, and I just want out. I can't do it anymore. I really can't.
This is something I can't fight alone and it feels like I am. Even though people are sometimes here, no one is always here and I can't talk about it anyway. Everything sucks. Nothing is good or happy or safe.
I know how you are feeling. And this probably isn't much help, but these feeling will pass I promise. I have been dealing with my depression for about 10 years now and these feelings come and go. And I understand how hard it is to feel like you have no one to talk. I think this blog can help you. Its somewhat like having someone to talk to. I'm sorry that you're feeling like this and I hope you feel better soon.
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