Went to my orthopedist Friday. I'm getting surgery again the week before Christmas. Incredibly bummed about this. Can't say I wasn't expecting it though.
I've been doing real bad lately. My eating habits are...doing rather horribly. I might be getting into a hospital though. My friend wants me to. But I'm not sure if I want to, or rather if I'll be allowed to.
I feel disgusting. Every time I look in the mirror I want to break the mirror. I hate myself. I don't want to get surgery and I don't want to be depressed.
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