I'm officially matched with the lowest I've ever been. Last night I went out with my friends and got trashed. I was so drunk I don't even remember drinking that much. I was trying to walk to the train tracks but someone stopped me unfortunately.
I can't believe how bad I'm doing. I need someone. I can't do this anymore. I'm like one second away from killing myself I just can't do this. I don't even know what my problem is. Ugh I'm sorry for being like this. I'm gonna attempt to sleep. Not that I'm actually going to be able to. Whatever. I don't give a crap anymore.
Hang in there. I'm here, and I'm praying for you.
ReplyDeleteAlana,
ReplyDeletePositive thoughts, positive thoughts. I know how you feel. Keep treking along, it will get better and there is a light at the end that you'll see soon. Thinking of you!
- Melissa