Soo they changed my medicine from Prozac to zoloft, and now I'm on 50mgs of that. Nothing is helping and I'm doing bad.
I'm smoking so much, drinking almost every other day, and having unprotected sex. I'm always at a low. Always unhappy. I'd ask for help, but there's nothing anyone can do anymore.
So here's my new thing. I'm going to be silent. Just not talk. I pretty much already do that anyway, but now I just won't even pretend. Every time I talk I fake it. Fake being happy, fake being positive, so screw it. No more faking, no more talking.
Should be pretty easy seeing as no one listens anyway. Besides, I really don't have much to say.
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